okay um, i need a fucking knife, i give up on this dehydration thing. it is taking so long and i keep accidently drinking with my meds and then i go to purge the water and urgh im just tired of life. i want to stab my boyfriend but i cant cause he is grounded because he went clubbing with a girl who is hard core crushing on him, she is bombing his ask, and why cant he see how much he is hurting me. i wish i could just tell him that i hadnt selfharmed in almost 2 months before we started dating, and now i have begun again, im back where i started, although now my wounds are infected and scarring like a fucker. urgh.
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Uh… You realize that stabbing someone is a crime that will land you in juvenile detention and under constant psychiatric care? If your boyfriend’s decisions bother you that much, break up with him. You can move on and won’t have to obsess about this other girl anymore. If you have to compete to get a guy’s attention… Forget it. Nobody is worth that. A guy who cares won’t knowingly do things that will upset you.
If your wounds are infected… Apply hydrogen peroxide. You might have to see a doctor, too. Deep infections can cause serious problems.
Try to take your mind off cutting and your boyfriend and do something you enjoy, K?
i dont actually want to stab him. i would never do that. and i have been considering breaking up with him ever since we started dating but all of my friends were betting that i would break up with him, and i have never been broken up with because i always get scared, and i kind of want to prove this to myself.
also, i am treating them. nothing is working
Bleh. Who cares about what other people think. Do what is right for YOU, no matter what your friends are saying. They aren’t the ones who have to put up with your boyfriend gallivanting off with some other chick, who he no doubt finds attractive. He’ll probably dump you soon if you don’t do it first. Personally, I’d rather be the one to break it off.
Yeah… You might have to see a doctor then. Try an outpatients clinic. They might be able to help you out.
You just have to say- I wanna talk to you and tell you how I feel. n’Every time I see your face baby this love is real. I cannot let it go, you know Im the one for you. So what we gonna do, what we gonna do.
If that doesn’t work only then will you know that it’s a lost cause.
Hi Pegasus. (Yes, I’m afraid that I am going to keep calling you that.)
I know that song – H2O feat. Platnum; “What’s It Gonna Be”
To be honest that might sound a little desperate. I’m sure Tia is an attractive young girl who can get almost any guy she wants, so.
Yeah you know that song because I posted it on here. Quoting song lyrics actually works.
Hehe. You remembered. Pegasus, I was considering the notion of putting up a post with a playlist of dance tunes. Do you think I might possibly be able to trouble you to send me a few good YT links of such muzika via email? I know you have good taste. I would be greatly obliged…
Not if you keep calling me Pegasus. I was thinking about setting up a new account but couldn’t be bothered because it required a new email account. Eventually, the facade would be difficult to maintain, reverting back to the way I was.
I can easily tell who you are by the way you talk.
What’s wrong with ‘Pegasus’? Isn’t being a horse with wings better than being an ordinary, earth-bound horse?
Doubt it. Only a few posters would recognise me if I were myself whoever that’s meant to be these days.
Then I’m one of the few, I suppose.
Well if you don’t want me to call you Pegasus, what should I call you instead? Grandfather Clock? Willy Wonka? Narnia? Diane?
@ Persiphone Where did Pegasus come from in the first place? lol Just curious.
Random Internet Stranger will suffice.
@cagedtiger It’s a reference to one of Timepiece’s earlier but short-lived usernames.
R.I.S.? Nah. I could go with Rio if you want.
J/k.
Oh well TP, I don’t want to pester you. Should I anticipate receiving an email with a few dance tracks? 🙂
No.
Nein? I thought you might have been more helpful. Sigh. Very well then.
Good Day to you, sir.
@ Persephone Thanks, I was just curious!
This sites a distraction. I can’t get involved in emails.
@TP I wasn’t asking you to become an email correspondent of mine. I can’t keep up to the ones I have already. I was merely wondering if you would be able to share a couple tunes that I might put on a playlist. Whatever, it’s fine.
I’m not Ministry of Sound. You might find a few gems rummaging through the suicide trash. That’s where they end up.
Ministry of Sound, addicted to bass, IT’S AN OMEN. Ba-ba-ba-ba-ba, dun-dun-nun-nun-nun-dun-nun-nun…DUFHARKEGFJAH.
Oh well. I know how to navigate my way through YouTube. I know where to find obscure stuff elsewhere anyway.
Thanks for Not Helping. 🙂 I’ll be off. Ciao.
the girls who flirt with my bf are at least 20 kg more than me, and i do go to a doctor, twice a week.