Phew!…
I had a talk with my mom the last night…It’s just great the way I take the conversation to the point I want it to be…I told her that dead people are better left forgotten, she agreed, she remembered her father…they weren’t very close and he died, those memories hurt her…
I’ve been doing my best to make my suicide the less painful to her…
I gotta do this now, I planned for months, I better get calm and don’t take any longer…
I dunno how the things got to this point…
Hush!
No more talking, let’s get this shit done.
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I’m in no condition to help but whatever you’re going to do, please postpone it. I don’t know what you’ve been through, I know the swarm of thoughts that tempts us to do it. If you care about how your mother will feel that’s already reason enough. You may feel like sharing more next time, I hope you change your mind.
Like right now?
KIRA ,
you are a silly rabbit 🙂 do you really think “I’ve been doing my best to make my suicide the less painful to her…” HA HA! That isn’t going to happen, you die they hurt! Oh believe me I’m not trying to talk you out of it, I did the same thing talking to my dad, it will always haunt them, on the other hand why worry? once your dead you will not know of anyone’s pain you will be free, my dad is 91 that’s one reason I’m still around, till he dies! wow! I’m not giving great advice, but on the other hand I have to watch him die? more pain for me 🙁
Dear KIRA,
Would you care to talk about “how things got this far”?
She might have understood your reasons, but that doesn’t mean she won’t suffer when you’re gone, how old are you? just curious, specially by the reaction of your mother of “kinda agreeing”