i feel like im drowning in my own thoughts. they suck me down further and further and i cant avoid it. i lost a close friend today and dont know if i can get him back. even though i pushed him away. he told the guy i was talking to the stuff i told him about the guy i like. he came to one of my classes today and i told him to leave. he tweeted that he was crying and i physically feel like my heart is breaking. i drown in more thoughts and i dont know what to do. i ruin everything i touch. maybe i should turn back to the razor…
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I’m sorry 🙁
Dear notallscarsarevisible,
Help me understand the relation of a razor to your flesh over words. If you are looking for pain to release your pent up frustrations why don’t you just call up your friend you pushed away? There is a good chance by the time the razor wounds heal up you will be talking with you friend again, like nothing happened. Sometimes in life we shoot for the stars and end up hitting the moon….
cause sometime, it’s easier to face the razor than knowing you hurt you’re friend. it’s like punishing yourself for what happened.