I’m supposed to be in the work where I am at practical training right now but I just couldn’t go there, I’m sitting here, crying and sobbing and I feel like I can’t breath. I think I can’t go there today but I don’t know what to say to my teacher and those people in the work, I feel ashemed of myself and I feel like Im good for nothing and I’m just i everyone’s way and causing troubles to them.
I don’t know I’m feeling that everyone thinks I’m just lazy but I really just can’t do those things that normal people can, and it makes me feel horrible.
sorry for this opening up, I just felt that I had to cry it out somewhere.
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Tell those people to go fuck themselves and do what you like to do.
Dont feel ashamed and rid that idea that you are good for bothing becuase you are of value.
Its ok to open up and let it out. Dont feel ashamed to do that. There are people here willing to listen and help, including me.
As for your school/work. Take a day off. Give your self some time to be you and let things settle. Dont feel bad or think you will be in anyones way doing that. Heck, I call off work or ditched a college day when I had days like this. Just call your teacher, tell them you are sick and you need the day, go home, let it all out, eat something and drink water and go do some things/activites that will bring a smile to your face.
I hope it helps. Take care.
Btw it’s break not brake
Also learning punctuation is good start. There you got something to do.
Thanks, that made me feel a little better.
Perhaps a very strong sense of self is telling you that what you’re avoiding is not YOU, that you belong elsewhere. Or perhaps you might talk to a counselor or therapist about what is keeping you from participating. I find that most of the time when my entire self rebels against something, it’s not the direction that would be best for me to go in.
Or maybe he has anxiety issues because of bad parenting.