On Thursday night after you didn’t reply I felt alone
On Thursday night it was the first time in a few months that I sobbed myself to sleep
On Thursday night I felt so suicidal
On Thursday night I felt the lowest of low
On Thursday night it was going to be the second time I cut
On Thursday night I was so frustrated with myself I threw my scissors across the room
On Thursday night I was so so so so so close to the edge
On Thursday night I felt very very very worthless
On Thursday night I felt very very very useless
On Thursday night I felt unloved
On Thursday night I felt hated
On Thursday night I was so close to jumping
On Thursday night in fact I would have jumped, just one more push and I would have
On Thursday night was my breaking point…
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LetItGo!? Tell us more…..I thought you were off to have fun? What happened young lady…….
Reading your posts gives me a “film noir” vibe for some reason. I feel as if I’m watching the end of someone and I’m powerless to do anything about it.
This post in particular, so this was just a Thursday night? Hell, you described how I live everyday. If that was only “one night,” do your best to not make it the rest of your life as I have.
Vaya con Dios.
i’m sorry. i’m so so so so so sorry :'(
Michael, if you ever need someone to talk with, write me. Captainsquirrel123 at gmail..