The thought of suicide has crossed my mind for years and have often thought how my families life would be affected by my own death? How would they cope, survive ? I know that life is a blink or heart beat away and we should not take life for granted however when your up against a brick wall why live!!! In the past month I have watched more gore movies , binged death, suicide , cemetery, coffins, life after death and so on. Yes I know I’m depressed and on medication but when you have 4 ways going at you at all angles from cachous you just want to end it all. I can’t say that I’m serious or not looking to vent and know that I’m not alone with this terrible disease of mental fubar!!!!
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You’re definitely not alone… and it’s a really good idea to vent in a constructive way now before things come out in a more adverse manner. If you’re on medication, then you’re probably seeing a provider. It might be a good idea to let this person know what’s going on so you can discuss a strategy, ways to cope, and other things that might be helpful to you.
Fubar: fucked up beyond all recognition