I am sick of this world. I have so many great things In my life, so many great people but I can’t appreciate them, I can’t even be happy with them, i only cause them pain, so why do I deserve to be here? I see a therapist, he put me on antidepressants and sleeping meds, I hate taking those pills, makes me feel like I’m crazy, everybody asking me how I am, like a child.
My friends are starting to get fed up, they say they arnt but I’m not stupid, I can tell, I am throwing it all away. My family don’t know me anymore, I just bring darkness and depression with me, they worry about me, that’s all they do now. Worst of all the person I love doesn’t love me back, I don’t even know what she thinks of me? I could be just an annoyance to her, I wish I could let her go but that’s something I can’t do and I know for certain I will never be able to do.
i don’t want to be here anymore. I am going to hang myself any day now. The world has been good to me but I can’t appreciate it.
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poor baby, don’t give up. you can live. its hard but you can do it..
Have you tried hanging yet?
Do you think you can actually commit to going through with it?
Yeah I have tried once before. Yeah I think so, I just want it to end