I never thought I would actually get to this point. School’s shit. Can’t even hug my girlfriend without getting into trouble. Barely any friends to talk to. My dad’s pissed cause we started arguing about me bringing my girlfriend home. Apparently, I didn’t get a yes to bring her home. I just wanna die. I’m basically a slave in my own home, can’t do anything anywhere else. I feel pointless. After the next band concert, I’m ending it.
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Bro i know how you feel my dads the same way with me and my girlfriend. Just try to give your dad some time to warm up to you and your girlfriend….but most of all give yourself more time. Please don’t end your life because things are tough now…there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes it just takes longer for some of us to reach that light.
But my dad literally told me I have no rights. Which basically tells me that I’m pointless. I don’t deserve to be alive. He said because I’m 15 I have no rights.
You do have rights. You are special to many people, most you probably don’t even realize. As someone that has lost my three best friends to suicide and tried once myself I here to say there is a tomorrow, there is a next year and there is another life. If you get to a point where it seems helpless, don’t hesitate to call 911 and tell them your thinking of hurting yourself. A good friend did that for me and after a couple days in hospital and some counseling I realize things don’t suck that much. I mean yea I don’t believe in myself and I wonder about my self worth but I know people care about me and love me, and its for them that I will forever wake up to another dawn. For my three friends that didn’t and ended it, they have scarred my life forever and I will never respect them for what they did. When it gets so bad. STOP. Breath, look around you. Breath some more. Ask for help. There are plenty of people that will be willing and wanting to help. Each person is special in their own right even if you think you are fucked up. I wake up every day and think how fucked up my life is, but for those days that are seldom and I wake up and am glad to be alive, those are the days I live for.