I am here,because of one reason this is true “Love” I am strong I know this because I am also weak. Ive been through most of it,and seen alot heard most of it..I am 19 i’ve lived this life and keep living even though i’ve had my darkness and even when the light is in,theres always gonna be dark because ive learned “The sun cant stay out forever,but the darkness leaves always,and cant stay forever either” this is my story and yes it is true.
I found love at 16 a point in my life when I thought I was gonna give up and give in I made some suicide attempts have been in mental hospitals,had therapy,done everything. Due to a secret I told my life changed forever. At 7 years old I was molested by a family friend and continued to be mistreated until I was 11,my therapist used to call it 7/11. I grew up with this horrid secret growing inside of me,and then I got into a bad relationship that made me so much worse the guy I was with abused me and we were only 15. He called me nasty due to what happend and would make fun of me because I was molested,I put up with this because I was trapped and never knew love.
I was a cutter because of the past “cutting eased the mental pain,with the physical bleeding and hurt” or so I thought at the time. I met this amazing person when I was 16 and he changed everything sounds so cliche right? well its true. I suffered with depression for so many years,Ive been bullied until highschool,thought there was no way out until he came into my life. I cut from the time I was 11 until 17 I stopped because of Love. I stopped because there is always a reason to live,theres always gonna be days to look forward too.
Ive been through alot in my life,the short time ive been here..Ive tried the easy way out,and the thing about “the easy way out”is nothing is ever easy and never will be. life has its moments and thats why God gave us faith,love,and strength. I’m not very religous but I do know God is here,and he makes life but we choose our path,he made us strength because hes never gonna put things on us we cant handle.
Believe me it gets better the struggles,I still suffer from depression,I have Bipolar disorder and anxiety. I am a mother,a strong proud mother still with the boy that changed everything. I know i’ll have bad days,and good days I dont know what my reason is yet or where im going i know where ive been..my story is still being written,I just want you any of you to know IT WILL GET BETTER. May all of you live a strong and happy life,full of love, and im here to help.