all of my life….

all of my life i have felt really dumb and i didnt know what to do.it got worst in fifth grade people bullied me and made fun of me i really didnt understand why… until one day i couldnt take it anymore thats when self harming came in…. for three full years i have self harmed and it is very hard to stop. i finally 3 months ago.i never have ben this happy.all of my life…… i was a depressed little girl until 3 months ago.im set free. finally i know why i was depressed because of my past and what i have seen.from a car accident to someone trying to commit suicide….. they didnt do it thoe. also since September 24th,2013 i was happy but only because of my ex gf but she alway said she wanted to die and so i didnt feel like she wanted to be with me so when i broke things off she told me she was going to kill herself because she couldnt live with out me.she was suicidual to and i just could take it.all of my life………. i will finally be happy!