my parents have done so much for me
yet im failing all my subjects and im fat and i just feel so much burden. Everytime i think about one bad result, everything come crashing down and i think about my future and then dying and then i just wish somebody would kill me.
someone please kill me, ill pay you.
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I was pretty suicidal when failing out of school. Picture the worst scenario: getting kicked out school. It happened to me and wasn’t that bad. Humiliating, sure. But then I got my degree from somewhere else.
Please don’t feel so bad. You can’t possibly manage school well if you are feeling this low; stop punishing yourself. Forgive yourself and ask forgiveness. It’s far more common than you realize and a feeling of shame is common, but not helpful.
Failing out / flunking out is hard and can be terrifying and it’s easiest if you’re in a situation where you can manage to take control and withdraw (e.g. university). I ended up withdrawing but then finished at another school as well once I’d overcome the obstacles/depression.
Don’t despair; you’ll overcome this.
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@shephard what is caps? i mean this legitimately. do u have a less painful method? like something in my sleep or smthng that is quick please?
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There’s always an easier way, but hell if I’m going to dare do anything like that to you or even talk about it in any greater detail. If that’s you in the avatar box – you’re far from fat. I need you to take a step back and breathe a little. We all get overwhelmed from time to time, we just have to retreat five and recompose ourselves. I’d strongly encourage that – if not with anyone else – you talk with me.
how do i get rid of that pic anyways? its horrible. like i have so much struggles in life. i need someone to talk to but no one gives a damn honestly. they’ve got their own life and i dont blame them but i just need someone to be there for me 24/7 and help me all the way through it. im struggling so hard get things right. i just try to be happy for the sake of not loosing face in front of someone else
Wrong. I give a damn. Hell, I’d give you all the damns I could muster. Of course, we all have our own lives to worry about, that doesn’t mean we can’t invest a little time into others along the way. Look, if you really want someone to talk with, feel free to send an email my way. Considering I’m in NZ, timezone differences dictate I won’t be on call 24/7, but I’ll do my best to assist where I can.
That decision rests squarely on your shoulders.
thankyou, who r u though? how did you know there would be a time zone difference between you and me? and my parents always warn me about this but you arent like a 50 yr old perv r you? SORRY I HAD TO ASK.
I appreciate your caution – well done. I’m just a twenty year old former soldier with no clear objective and a little too much time on my hands. The timezone difference is common sense, seeing that this is the interwebz and the majority of folks on here are from North America or farther abroad. If you want to know anything else, feel free to ask.
okay phew. whats ur email? im from australia.
Well, G’day 🙂
You see that little “Edit” tab beside my name? Click that and you’ll see my email pop up.
oh got it, ill send u an email
You have the LOVE of your parents. That’s VERY important. They love you and don’t mind your grades. And if you kill yourself they will be devastated. You have their love and this is the most important thing you can have,
I am a little bit of a nerd and had very good grades. My mother always told me I didn’t deserve them. I even got into Who’s Who a couple of years ago and my mother didn’t say a word. She tells everybody I am a nobody and a disgrace and that I am like dead for her. This is slowly becoming reality. I can’t do anything anymore. I can’t even do simple tasks anymore and just stay at home and am too afraid to go out because I think my mother is right and that I am a freak and that everybody is laughing at me. I have no friends. Nobody likes me because I am not entertaining and so incredibly weird.
On the other hand I think meds ruined my mother, so she is not totally responsible for what she says.
Oh, I shouldn’t talk about these issues at bedtime. Then again, there is no real bedtime for me. I am a zombie anyway.
Don’t do this to your parents. They do so much for your because they LOVE you. It’s people like me who should go.
Good night!
Well, it ‘ll cost ya… $500000.
Or… We could talk.
Much of pain and self hate is inflicted upon us by a very collective majority ignorant society. And you can trust me… Because I’m an attorney ( whatever that means).
This achieving disease, that harms all of mankind, is actually… Just complete ignorance.
Embrace your awareness and intelligence.
I feel that if we, those on this website, begin to delve into the emotion of self anilihlation… We might just begin to create a world that we know can exist.
And this is me saying this after reading an hour of posts… And just before that finding this website and seriously accepting the fact that I just want to get the fuck out.
Maybe I’ll stick around.. And see if us suicidals realize and accept…. We are the most sane on the planet.