A switch.
That’s how I’d describe my mentality.
During the day I’m this bubbly ignorant person who brushes everything off of her shoulders. Smiling all the time. I’m not even sure if the smiles are real or polite. Anyways, that’s how I am during the day. But at night? It’s a complete flip. The opposite of my “Day” self. Like a switch. It’s as if your lights turn on and the deepest darkest corners of my mind come to light. And when the artifcial light goes out, those thoughts do too. I don’t know.
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
1 comment
I know how you feel. That is exactly how I am. I think we do that so that no one will know who we really can be, they want us to be happy and bubbling and fun. But people can’t be like that all the time. Sometimes you have to stop fighting and just break down, but that’s okay, it’s what we do. You’re not alone, I’ve known so many people who have asked me about that and it happens to a lot of people. Just know that you are very strong, if you weren’t, how would you be able to hide the dark side of you so well?