I’m tired of life, i am so tired that today i forgot to hide my wrist. I am so caught up and lost in this depression that i don’t even know what to do with myself anymore. My mother saw my cuts, she yelled and i yelled. I am now placed in therapy and under suicide watch. I am trapped , i can no longer be alone and that just makes me want to die more. My next cut is going to be deeper and the other deeper and deeper. Am i hurting others? Or am i just hurting myself ? i thought i was doing this because i deserve it and i know i swear to god i do. All the adversity in my life i am never going to get out. Some people think it is just a phase. Well this phase has lasted for 9 years and going to be 10 next month. There is no way that this fucken bullshit is a phase. I found this website and i see so many people going through the same thing and i know that i am not alone on this. Some of us feel the same way but no one will ever understand. I wish someone was worthy enough to trust … ugh i think it is time to pick up the blade again.
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talk to me. i understand. trust me. why is life so bad? tell me yours, and ill tell u mine.
talk to me. i understand. trust me. why is life so bad? tell me yours, and ill tell u mine.
double post sorry
i just don’t want to be here anymore, things are falling apart day by day.
Go on a different adventure. Work hard, fight hard and show everyone you are the only one who rules you’re life. Move forward and leave the rest behind
Keep fighting
You can always talk to me. I understand if you will hesitate about trusting. I feel as if I can’t trust anyone too.
How can we talk privately ? 🙁
the both of you. I don’t want to confess in the comments. Things are getting so brutal that i can not cope anymore. My so called friends are making things worse. I need help and i can admit that now … i don’t even care if i go to hell, i deserve to go there.