Hoe ass friend.

It started three weeks ago when I saw my cousin.I never understood why my ex would have panic attacks until I myself I had one that day.I just started breathing uncontrollably & I started hiding my face everytime I was around I was just trying to get as far away from him as possible.Anyways I cut that night.I started hiding my cuts & I was home alone so I took the armband off.The door bell rings & It’s my friend.I go outside & I see his eyes lock down looking down & In my head I’m like what’s he looking at so hard then I noticed I was wearing the armband.A second later he’s like what your emo now,I’m like no ***** I don’t have to be emo to cut & I just had bad flashbacks.Five minutes later he let It go.A week later I was getting a tattoo by him & he noticed a keloid.He asked me In shock what Is that.I know he knows what It Is he just wants me to say It.I tell him I don’t remember how I got that.I can see the look on my other friends face,I can tell he knows what that Is.I don’t cut side to side anymore.I cut like a crazy person.There’s one cut that I did that goes from elbow going down & It’s so noticable I don’t know what I was thinking when I did that!!