Im not going, who else are skipping work and college/school because of this tiredness? I dont think I can face people, Im listening to slipknot and wondering about several things, I dont think I can make it, My college doesnt take it seriously everyone skips but they dont have mental illness as the reason, the weather is all suicidal… its dark outside and im in a mood of death
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I can relate to that to an extent…though I would replace tiredness with hopelessness…caused me to skip to the point I just ended up dropping out…and youd probably have to go to a prestigious college for them to take it seriously….I mean..they already have your money..
I prefer it being darker rather then brighter outside though…helps my mood a little.
Yeah I do that too.. death mood here also. Listening to Nevermore
I feel hopeless 99.9% of the time you get used to it after a while but the though of ending it all seems like the only way out for me at the moment
The first time I didn’t attend lectures I thought it was a big deal, but it really isn’t.
You guys seen Slipknot’s “Negative One” yet? Anyway, I read the OP’s words, “I dont think I can face people” & felt I had to chime in. I’ve gotten so bad at facing people I think most people now think I have a learning disability because it’s so hard for me to strike up conversations. When I have to ask a question, they look at me with that facial expression that says, “Hurry up and get it out so I can get back to what I was doing.” So, OP, I feel similar to you very often. But now I do manual labor for about 15 hours a day and don’t have to speak much to the people who work with me.
But god help me if I head into town…