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when to quit

by shadowmask

When do you know when to give up? Because i think its my time. A person can only handle so much. My whole life has been hard. My mom has verbally abused me. Tried to fight me and passed that on to my sister. They think the worst of me. But I’m pretty poplular. Not because im attractive or sluty but because im the person people go to for advice or someone to lean on.

I dont fight or do drugs I respect everyone because I want respect back. On my 17th birthday in june 2014 my mom died. Yes on my birthday. I still smile and show respect and make everyone laugh but im dying on the inside. No one knows what to say and theres nothing anyone can say. But after being beat up by life and things only getting worse I begin to think maybe life is telling me to quit while im ahead. maybe im mis reading this challenges and test. Theyre saying get out.

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theWhispersOfMySins 8/31/2014 - 12:01 am

If you’re having doubt’s then I don’t think its time. Just my thought on it. I’m here to listen if you need it.

shadowmask 8/31/2014 - 12:05 am

Im debating because I know it will hurt my family. My moms death was the worst thing in the world and to put my family through that again is wrong. But I myself am tired of livng and I dont want to go on. So whose choice do i favor. Mine or my family.

theWhispersOfMySins 8/31/2014 - 12:55 am

Can you think of anything that makes you happy? Or something you want… A goal you can concentrate on? Have you talked to a professional?

shadowmask 8/31/2014 - 1:01 am

I want to be a physical therapist or surgeon but im not that smart. Im afraid to fail

theWhispersOfMySins 8/31/2014 - 1:10 am

I think too much verbal abuse caused you to think less of yourself. You can do this. One step at a time. Let’s look at the physical therapist first simply cause you listed it first. Where are you in school? Do you have a cousellour you can discuss career goals with?

Let this distract you. Make goals. Tiny one, big ones. Whatever kind you need. And let’s work on making you see what an intelligent person you are 🙂

shadowmask 8/31/2014 - 1:39 am

Thank you. This made my eyes water. I try so hard and I want to be great but idk how. Ive made honor roll both semesters last year and have gotten state and national recongnition for health career events in sports med. But i still feel hopeless and stupid honestly. It may not make sense plus its true. And i suck at math.

theWhispersOfMySins 8/31/2014 - 2:22 am

Wow. I’m seriously impressed. Honour alone is a great achievement but to have gotten state and national recognition?! You rock. You got this 🙂 Math can be hard, I have a love/ hate relationship with it myself. But its doable.

So one step at time. Have classes started for you this year yet?

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