I’m sorry but, I can’t take it anymore… the nightmares get worse, my family seems to enjoy my suffering and online… things just seem to be getting worse, I can’t take it, I have no means of escaping the pain anymore…
I….. I have to end it all tomorrow, final chance for everything and everyone… Not like it’ll matter…. not like any of them will notice… :'( I’m sorry for not being good enough for you, I hope you find happiness, where I failed to provide you hope. :'( Good bye…. forever. :'(
But, please know, I didn’t want to do this to you, I’m not ending my life because, of you either. I am ending my life because, I cannot take the pain anymore… it never fades nor leaves me alone, it just keeps growing more and more… I have no means of venting anymore either, and so this is my good bye, I really hope you can find happiness with all of your other friends on here. 🙁
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Why do they matter? I know…I know….but really think about it?
They might have failed you….they might have been right or wrong. But why do any of them matter? Friends, Family…they are basically just our environment, our constant and horrible reality.
LIVE FOR YOU, OVERCOME the pain for YOU! Not for someone else or in someone else’s definition!
We live for ourselves!
I don’t belong anywhere because, I live for everyone else and not myself… I am not worthy of existence because, I have no purpose. 🙁 Why can’t anyone see as I see? :'(
People love to watch others suffer, or indeed even bring them down. I have no idea why that is from personal experience it’s how people are. Why that is is beyond my understanding but it seems to be that way. Maybe people get a kick out of it or maybe it makes their own miserable lives better if they’ve taken someone down. Whatever, it’s what people like. That’s the basis of reality TV and why it’s so popular.