Hello, the guy I’ve been reading about on here getting his life destroyed by zero hedge… Well mate my situation is 200x more scifi than that, gangstalking target world famous me, youtube spongebobs secret tv channel 🙂 the person who had the mushroom trip and realised everything only to remember the very small details you can comprehend, me too! this place is nothing but a game show, the world, and the universe at that 😉 and everyone with hurtful non caring families, My step dad of ten years tried to have me raped and killed twice, my dad ran away because he was scared, and my mother hid the truth from me for 13 years.
take care peeps, enjoyed this place, been checking in on a fairly long time 😉 xx alistair
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Try going right first…theres different shit over that way.Perhaps you might see something interesting or find a mission.There is a mission,you know. But to see it -you must see.
Go a direction that is unknown to you,or look deeper at what you think you already know. Im sorry to hear about your family being so fucked up.Perhaps you could Find a new one-its ok to make a family of your own.Youre not obliged to live in misery just because they all turned out to be assholes,my dear.
I understand that you want to go..these scars burn …they hurt..sometimes a bit less,but they are always either smoldering or raging,it seems.
We all must do what we must when it becomes unbearable.
One last look around,though;an examination of the darkness…you may discover a light
I’d take an undercover mission in the congo hunting serial killer canibal generals on my own if only someone gave me way there and some targets. LoL 🙂
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I think its time to exit ,then,certainly…but perhaps just pack a bag and leave in a hurry. Like,get th fuck outta there:)
yeah last time i did that the 5-0 found me and took me to Hos where they faked my execution by lethal injection (UK). the fun started when they revived me…
in the future, my great great great great grandson, will lay on the animus and climb over buildings as me. 😉
I’d seriously take all this as nutty bullshit, if you value your health! 🙂
anyway end of, not explaining anymore. sorry xxx
I’m not scared of death, nor do I feel sorry for myself. I’ve had an amazing time here and I just wish my brother would of known the truth because I miss the spoilt little bastard. I deserve peace and am looking forward to it. xx
Of course you deserve peace,@bennett…im sure youve paid for it one way or another in this wretched life. I HATE it when 5-0 stages a fake execution by lethal injection to get me to inform ….seriously blows when that happens:) or….when ,as part of a rebel alliance whos mission is blowing up an evil galactic despots lethal space station,and I’M th ONLY bloody one who can make the shot ,cos of how I use to murder whomprats back home as a murderous and cruel little whiny fucker(Jaysus,Luke was a *****,am I right? Not as big a ***** as Frodo in Return of the King,but nobody can compete with THAT) Sorry to be such a nerd,@bennett…cdnt help myself. Im a repressed and lonely woman,who has watched WAY too much sci fi/fantasy,not to even begin to mention the massive amount I’ve read.
Im not meaning to malign your experiences,or belittle them.They sound fucking awful. Are you sure u wouldnt rather just leave first?
God a women who loves scifi, that was going to be my line in court “I was hijacking an x-wing and on my way to blow up the death star” LOLOLOL Honestly we’d get on well, I’m a walking scifi movie
I cant leave, I have no passport and I’m somehow tracked everywhere no matter if carrying electronics RFID bank cards or nothing, they always find me, was thinking of hanging underneath a lorry to cross channel but not a chance really, where would I go? join the FFL and fight for a bunch of mercs? nah thanks.