The only thing that is keeping me from leaving this world is my children. Even then, I can’t handle being a mom. I am so selfish for thinking such things. I see how people move on with their lives. They would be alright. They have more of a chance of making a better life for themselves than I do. And I can’t be a mother to them. It’s impossible for me to handle any kind of responsibility. My son is more responsible than I am. Get your shit together, your life will work out my friend says. I lack guidance and I’m constantly having to learn everything the hard way. And I don’t know how to search for answers. I wish I had someone to understand me and love me without needing anything, I’m always the one people support upon. I can’t handle it, all the taking. I can’t handle being in the view of so many peoples pain. I don’t even have the words really, to express how much I hurt inside all the time – so much that it’s a burden that pushes people away from me.
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stop thinking that way. what is going on in this world?. where is the hope? COME ON AND you have children think about them think about the example that you want to give them
if you’re stuck and all what you do is waiting for some miracle to happen honey you are gonna be stuck for the rest of your life get up and change your life. life is only stressful as you allow it to be
if you want something get up and go fight for it
don’t be stuck do anything to change it. fix goals and make it happen
you are not a bad person for feeling this way. as women, as mothers, i think we all have felt this way at some point, some more than others…..i think the most important thing you have to remember is you are not a bad person, and you’re not a bad mother. If you were, you wouldnt care whether or not you were effective in your parenting skills.