A whole damn year

has come and gone and I still can’t believe any of it. Exactly a year ago I was in a very shitty relationship that was falling apart and taking me down with it. I can’t believe that it finally ended especially the way everything has gone down. I also can’t believe that in two months I will have had a close friendship with someone for an entire year. That person whether they meant to help me or not did more than I could have ever imagined. I am so grateful for that, for them and everything that they have done. I am sad because these holidays and special occasions are empty and I am truly alone and it sucks. But I will say this, this year is a million times better than last year I can tell you that much. I am a much happier person now than I was then I feel more free, more positive. And I can only hope that this improvement will continue and that next year will be better than this year. Happy Birthday to myself, I love you!