My suicide plan is to get right with God so I can have at least a little chance of making into heaven, then hang myself or Carbon Monoxide poisoning. The latter seems like the least painful way of doing it but it takes a while and sometimes isn’t even done correctly. I’m fact, I don’t even care if it hurts, I’ve suffered so much hurt on this earth that all this will seem like is another pinch. My week of getting right with God starts today. And if I get any shitty comments like “Suicide sends you to hell” you and I will have a nice conversation about that idea.
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Worldwide about 150,000 people die every day. That works out to about 6,250 people per hour, or about 1.8 people per second.
Do you think God has nothing better to do than worry about whether or not all those people are on good terms with him?
I’m sure he has assistants to deal with the sheer volume of corpses.
Getting right with God. What does that even mean? You think he’s personally interested in each and everyone of those 150,000 who die each day, week after week, month after month, year after year, decade after decade, century after century, millennium after millennium?
I kinda doubt it. (No offense).
C.O.T.U.,
I don’t think anybody has the right to say what awaits us on the other side, as no one knows for sure. I can understand your concerns about how you will spend your eternity – I’d be lying if I said I didn’t have those same worries myself during my own dark moments.
Perhaps in trying to get right with God, you will find the will to live along the way. Since you have voiced a concern about connecting with Him, may I ask if you have considered looking into attending church? You don’t have to actually join one – just visit. Perhaps attend a few services at different churches and see if one feels like a good fit for you. In addition to attempting to become spiritually connected, you may find help and friendship from other parishioners. All the best to you.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)
I’m a bit of an agnostic, but still wonder what will happen, nobody really knows the truth. I do believe if God does exist he will know the pain we go through and understand our choice, that we see no future. How can someone say God is love and yet he will condemn us to hell for our mental state and what life has thrown at us. Don’t worry about what will happen after death but focus on life if you can, I’m sorry it hasn’t been good for you so far, I hope things will change. Suicide isn’t easy, please think carefully.
I also curious about what that means to get right with god. Plan on apologizing for sins? I don’t understand. If there is a god wouldn’t he already know you, know your intentions? Know your reasons? Know your regret?