Well done! I am going to fail ending my life too.

I am technically dead. I have stopped believing in myself. The thing I learnt about business analytics is that history repeats itself.

I am really exhausted and very tired of failing. I failed everything- my exams, my relationships, my flexibility and my friends. What am I doing here anyway? That is the question I have asked for many years ?

The next failure I will encounter is the exams which I am about to take. That is CISSP. Knowing me, I will try the second attempt which is probably going to fail again. I am sick and tired of being resilience cause it would cause nothing but further hurt and injury.

Then the finale for this year will be the failure of my masters which is expected. I have read about rumination. How could you ruminate if you keep failing?

I wanted to end my life now. I know I would fail cause my fear would stop me.

All I know is that I am failure . That is all I can say. Nothing is going to help.