I don’t know anymore. I’m not the person I used to be. I’m someone completely different. Now I just wanna be alone. I get panic attacks. I have really bad social anxiety. It is true what they say, you don’t know what you have until its gone. When I was 9 my mom died and everything just changed. I didn’t even go to her funeral. Slowly this emptiness started growing inside of me. I became kinda lonely and just really sad. There are times when I can’t handle it anymore and just get so sad that I just start thinking about suicide. Honestly, I believe in heaven and hell and I believe that if I decide to kill myself I will go to hell and will never see my mom again. I wish everything was alright but you can’t always have what you wish for.
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I feel the same way, although I can’t imagine what it was like to have to go through such a loss. I sincerely give you my condolences, and wish the best for you.
Are you on any medications (mood stabilizers, benzodiazepines) that could be making this worse? It’d be good to know if you’re feeling “natural/original” vs “chemical” anxiety brought on by meds
Were here for you. I’m lonely and sad and I don’t even really have a good reason for it.
I’m pullin’ for ya.
Keep your stick on the ice and your fingers on the keyboard!
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