These past few days I’ve been so different. I’ve been getting really irritated. I can just snap easily. Whenever I’m like this I feel like I have no control and that the person I used to be is long gone. It feels like the voices took over and I’m long gone. It’s so hard to explain. I’m a totally different person.
The other night, as I laid in bed, I started saying some prayers and I started talking to mom and while I spoke I felt evil. I felt like I was gone. Like the girl that I used to be didn’t exist anymore. I don’t know how to control any of this.
What is happening to me? Have I lost? Is the person I used to be long gone?
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The cause of this can be depression or maybe bad mood because of the bad experiences you have gone through. May you able to find yourself even in this darkness.
Hey moonshine what’s your story?Did you make a post about yourself?Can you give me a link?
I guess I makes a lot of comments and makes less posts. I have commented mY different parts of my story in different people posts. I will try to give you a proper story someday in my other post when I will get the time to write it. I had previously tried to write it all in one post but i starts feeling distressed when I starts to write my proper whole story because it makes me remember all the trauma I have faced. I just wants to forget everything And so I have made and deleted draft manytimes.