Today might be the day I end this miserable life of mine. Either overdose myself on sleeping pills so I will never have to wake up again, or jump in front of a moving car. I’m sick and tired of being lonely and having fake friends who just use me for things and and make fun of me with their “jokes”, and how they always tell me their “kidding around with me” It’s been eight years I’ve been going to the same fucking school and nothing has changed. As we all got older I still ended up having nobody. I’m obviously worthless and live a pointless depressed life. Severe depression for years and still haven’t found happiness in my life. Nobody likes me and nobody ever will I’m just the random kid at my school and everyone I used to talk to and hang out with got older and moved on with their lives. They ended up fading away. On the weekends I sit at home with nobody to text or call me. When people see me they don’t even ask how I’m doing or how my day is or what’s going on, none of that happens. They end up going straight to the point on what they actually want from me. I’m just sick and tired and I don’t know anymore. Suicide is on my mind everyday and one day I will just snap and end up actually doing it. I’m only 16 years old and i’m tired of being lonely and depressed, nobody to have your back and nobody to talk to you. After school when I go home I just end up isolating myself in my room for the rest of the day by going to sleep. Everyday is a struggle and I just can’t take it anymore.
Wow, Its good to hear others thoughts. I am gay 42, no friends,family,no career, no one cares. Gay life is lonely and its all about using and abusing. Its all silly fags.I have felt suicidal since about age 5. I can remember laying in my cot and feeling fear,despair and darkness of being left in a room with no love.
It’s not true that no one will ever like you.
People at school might be a bunch of jerks but you never know who you’ll meet later.
It’s hard finding true friends or people who actually care because most people out there care about themselves only, but it’s not impossible.
Don’t bother too much with these type of fake friends and don’t pay too much attention to them.
Save your energy for when you meet a friend who will be more worth it.
You won’t be alone forever.
I know the exact feeling. I have a kid your age. I’m so sorry. I hope she didn’t inherit my ugliness and worthlessness. I’m so sorry kiddo.
I understand how you feel. im living proof of that. I felt the same way at your age but things will get better. YOU ARE TOO YOUNG YOU ARENT CONSCIOUS OF WHAT YOU ARE THINKING. WAIT. TIME WILL BRING YOU GOOD THINGS. BE PATIENT. you are 16 for Christs sake!