I can’t take it anymore, I’m tired.

Today might be the day I end this miserable life of mine. Either overdose myself on sleeping pills so I will never have to wake up again, or jump in front of a moving car. I’m sick and tired of being lonely and having fake friends who just use me for things and and make fun of me with their “jokes”, and how they always tell me their “kidding around with me” It’s been eight years I’ve been going to the same fucking school and nothing has changed. As we all got older I still ended up having nobody. I’m obviously worthless and live a pointless depressed life. Severe depression for years and still haven’t found happiness in my life. Nobody likes me and nobody ever will I’m just the random kid at my school and everyone I used to talk to and hang out with got older and moved on with their lives. They ended up fading away. On the weekends I sit at home with nobody to text or call me. When people see me they don’t even ask how I’m doing or how my day is or what’s going on, none of that happens. They end up going straight to the point on what they actually want from me. I’m just sick and tired and I don’t know anymore. Suicide is on my mind everyday and one day I will just snap and end up actually doing it. I’m only 16 years old and i’m tired of being lonely and depressed, nobody to have your back and nobody to talk to you. After school when I go home I just end up isolating myself in my room for the rest of the day by going to sleep. Everyday is a struggle and I just can’t take it anymore.