I love him more than I love myself. I love him more than breathing. The only thing keeping me here is my boyfriend, the flame that keeps me warm eventhough all I feel is the paralyzingly coldness around me. I don’t want to leave him but I can’t stay anymore. What do I do? What can I do that if I do leave this world he will move on, that he won’t blame himself, that he’ll still be happy. I’m tore between my pain and my love, the only good thing left in my heart.
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If you truly want to die. Than you cut him out of your life. As painful as that is you’d have to do it in a way that he wouldn’t know so he doesn’t blame himself. You also may attempt to have a conversation about it. Knowing the risk would be going hospital. It’s a very tough answer there’s no perfect answer
Can’t tell you what to do. All I can tell you is what I would do. And if I still had my love in my life, I couldn’t leave her for anything. No matter how bad I felt or how much pain I was in.
Love and family are the most important things in life, in my opinion. We should cherish them while we have them. Once they are gone, it might be too much to bear.
Take it from someone that had it all and lost it. Sometimes you can’t go on without them. So hold on to what you have. And believe in your love.
If yhue love him so, dnt lose him. Yhue may be the only thing keeping HIM here. We all need love and I’m sure he provides yhue with it other wise yhue wldnt be stuck here. I’m struggling with my pain. My bf gives me so much happiness. The sound of his voice alone can make me feel a million times better. I kno I can’t make yhue stay. But we’re in this together. Yhuer NEVER alone.
No matter how painful the situation can be, yhue cn do it. Living day by day is hard yet nt impossible. ????????????
Does he make you smile everyday? Do you make him smile everyday? To me, a very simple metric for bi-directional love.