Well when I was little I had the best life I didn’t care what people thought, loved my life, loved my family, friends, oh man I had lots of friends. And I loved it I tried my best to be nice. Well on May 28th 2011 EVERYTHING changed for me and my dad. My mom past away and I miss her so much to this day. Shortly after that school got bad I started getting bullied I lost all my friends so I shut myself in my room 24/7 never talked and thought to myself what did I do? now I have bad anxiety/social problems. It went on for 2 years till I got in 8th grade. I got so annoyed and worthless I tried over dosing I had to be rushed to the hospital to drain my system. After that I got school counseling and medical counseling it didn’t help at all and I hated it. Well now I have a boyfriend and we been fighting more often and I don’t wanna lose him he’s all I got but idk if I can stay strong any longer I’m so depressed and sad I have a lot more but I just don’t know how to say it.. 🙁
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Oh, ewusorry. 🙁 You are going through so much with the loss of your mom. My heart goes out to you. Your depression is not who you are but it is all consuming. I have no doubt how hard this is, though I am not in your shoes and can’t say I do know what you are going through. But it is a very huge loss. 🙁
Life is so unfair. I’m sorry you are fighting with your boyfriend. Sounds like it is difficult for you to communicate with him? Can you share a little of what you have said here? Or is that too much?
I’m sorry counseling did not help. Try again. Counselors are all different, some offer better support because they click with you. Sounds like the ones you have had, you haven’t been supported by them very well. Try again, okay?
(((((hug)))))
Take great care of you… that is a tall order. Remind yourself that you are doing what you can.
I read it. I’m feeling sorry. Hope you’ll be fine soon. Hold on.
I read it and feel for you…hang in there..things can get better…so sorry for your loss…
I read it. You’re better than how you’re being treated. Don’t let someone else’s opinion dictate how you feel about yourself.