Just of a bit of let out from all of the emotions that have built up so far. I’m just unscrewing the lid of the bottle and only open slightly as I slightly tilt the bottle full of negativity.
Sure, I’ll play that role of that cheerful friend who is fine with all of your jokes. I’ll be that friend that you can call at 3 am cause I’ll always be awake.
“You’re not sleeping?” She asks.
“Hmmmmm, maybe in a minute, I found this video on the internet.”
I’ll be the one who is always there to stay quiet at the times needed, I won’t ask why you’re crying or mad, I’ll just sit there hugging you and comforting you.
“How do you always know what do to?”
“I don’t know… My motherly instincts I suppose?” I laughed.
I’ll be the one that showers you with love and compliments that are true. I do think of you as beautiful, smart and many more. I think of you as the things I want to be. Yes, as perfect as you may seem to me, I also know that you have problems, too. Your rough sister who is envious, those perverted stalkers who want you, those people who hate on you just because you try hard. I know that you work out everyday for that curvy body and that you can also make jokes.
But I just can’t, I can’t help being jealous, I try. I”m trying. I tried. But everything just seems to drown all in my envy. I know that you are in pain, too and maybe, even you, too are on this website. However, all logic seems to drown in this lake of envy. I love you. but I’m jealous of you which is why I shall protect you of all of those people, I admire you.
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Yeow, This is how I feel.