by each passing day my suicide toughts grow stronger. I think I hate every person, even my family members. I cant find a girlfriend and i dont think i ever will. My life is revolving around finding pleasure in meaningless sex…I am constantly in the center of attention and being bullied due to my hieght ( im 6 feet 9 ( 207cm))…the only thing keeping me alive is my passion for music. I’ve been paying the guitar for about 5 years and i cant see myself doing anything other in life but making music. It is my way of expressing myself. I act coldhearted to everything and everybody.I trny not to bother anybody with my problems. i dont think ill kill myself yet, but i’ve headed down that rode.
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If you love music so much take your pain and play it, the best thing to do right now in your situation is write a song with all your feelings and play it, I have a passion for singing and I write songs about my feelings and it helps me somewhat.
im gonna try that…its the only thing i enjoy in life.
Passion… Music.. Guitar… Bach?