it has been many months since i last posted on this website and i honestly thought i was getting better. Then, BAM!!! life gets you down once again and you find yourself asking the same meaningless question : ‘why me?’.
first i lost my family and simultaneously i started to fail my modules and have my bursary tugged away. i keep trying. i keep trying to pull myself up again but i dont understand why i need to suffer so much. so far my career is all i have left but now even that is fading from my life. it isnt like im not trying or im not studying, im trying my hardest to pass but all i do is blank and the pressure rises inside of me i feel like slicing open my throat or jumping off the tallest building i can find. i cant go on but im too afraid to give up as well.
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You have 2 choices I can see, 2 real choices that is.
Option 1: Drop everything that’s causing you stress and go do something else.
Option 2: Find a way to create more break time inbetween all the stress.
My advice go for option 1.
Don’t allow others opinions sway you from any decision you make. It’s your life, do what you want with it.