This is my second post on here. My first was a rant about my life. I just need a friend! Oh my god! I’m so sick of being lonely all the time. If I really pushed myself, I could get a job, stop being homeless, blah blah blah… but for what reason? I have nobody. Nobody cares. I cut myself, burn myself, drink to the point I pass out, and and I fucking hate myself so much.
I threw everything away and sacrificed college for a family that pushed me away. I lost my friends to my depression. I’ve tried replacing them with self harm and alcohol. It’s not working. Please somebody help. I need somebody to talk to. I almost killed myself tonight. I almost jumped off a damn bridge. I’m tired of being alone. I have no motivation because I have no friends. I’m 21 years old. I have no family. No friends. No purpose. No money. No job. No education. I’m a useless loser that needs to become yet another victim of natural selection. The world would be better off without me. I’m a stain to the gene pool.
All I do is stay up all night drowning in my own miserable self pity. I won’t get into details about myself because fuck it, I don’t care anymore. I just need a friend.. I live in northern Cali if anybody is interested in hitting up… I don’t even care if get myself killed by some stranger. I hate my life.
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itsjustianmooneok is my kik if you have it feel free to message me I’m kinda radical and homicidal but lonely as well I’ll be happy to chat
Dunno what it’s like where you live but maybe there’s some government programs that can help you out.
I feel for you man I’m lonely too but for some reason I guess I’m just used to it cause every time I try to interact with someone else I bother them or make them angry I hope your life gets better man no one deserves to be so lonely to where it pushes them to suicide
Im lonely too.
Don’t die yet.
Hey, man. I read your posts. Im having a very hard time too. Email me at liketolive78@hotmail.com. Its my old email address, but ill give you the new one there (they said if you list your email address here you might get serious spam). Please dont kill yourself, ill be out of town for 1 week, but ill be back thursday. Misery loves company, and im pretty miserable. Please suffer with me?
I’m 10 years your senior and things are just about as bleak for me. Well, worse because I’m older and have squandered any potential I may once have had and also I find it very difficult to make friends in the first place, let alone losing them to depression. I wish I’d seen your post when I was in Northern CA, as I would certainly have been interested in meeting up. Anyway, I’d be happy to talk to you. I don’t (think that I) suffer from depression, so hopefully my levelheadedness would make me easy to talk to.
You’re way young but I’m curious what you look like. I’m too ugly to ever be loved. As how I ended up 37 going on 38 never getting anywhere near a relationship. I’m going to kill myself before I turn 38.
i have no job, no prospects, poor,
though i am not homeless and i don’t live near there i am sorry…
only reason i am not homeless is because of my parents but it is inevitable that i will end up homeless eventually because i am so stupid.
i am sorry. You don’t deserve this..
Thanks for the support. I’ll try to email those who dropped emails.. I forgot to mention though, I’m a male, so that drastically decreases the amount of people who will want to talk (not saying that out of pity, that’s just a biological human fact).
sadsadist: I don’t use kik, but you can drop an email if you like.
newname: I’ll look in to it. Best I know is homeless shelters.
Deadinside 59: Thanks for the support, and I’m sorry you’re going through hell as well.
thejocobaby: I hope you find somebody to help with your loneliness. Few deserve it.
nomorepain461: I’ll message you and look forward to talking if I’m still around.
shadowonthewall: I’m really to hear that; I keep fearing that’ll be my life soon, and thank you.
disgusting: I get called ugly a lot, but truth be told, despite how insecure I am, I’m not bad looking (aside from losing most of my really long hair at 21, which is extremely embarrassing). I’m sorry you hurt that much and weren’t gifted with a nice body. I wish you the best.
Hjerteblomst: I’m sorry you’re close to the same boat, and thanks for the support.