Life is caving in around me… the life I have has changed. The girl I love and the children I’ve raised don’t give me the time of day, the love has just vanished. I’ve done everything right but I have nothing more to give. I can’t take what this feeling is anymore… I’ve lost her once and now it’s happening again and I can’t go through it twice…Everyone tells me life is to short to dwell on this but I know i can’t do this without her… tomorrow doesn’t seem to look any brighter.
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I can’t help you that much with your issues, but I’m a child myself, and I can sort of understand what your children are going through. It’s not that they don’t love you, or love you any less. It’s sort of coming to terms that they have to be their own person, and that parents won’t be able to support them forever. They have to stand on their own two feet. Recently, I’ve been branching out, meeting new people, and getting new jobs, but it doesn’t mean that I love my parents any less. I think it’s just they’ve gotten old enough to realize they have to depend on themselves, and it’s really hard to realize that because you start feeling like an adult instead of a child. Call them from time to time maybe. I don’t see my parents as much, but I love getting calls from them and just catching up on life, and I’m sure your children feel the same way.
They don’t need to stand on there feet yet, they are 3 and a new born…
They don’t need to stand on there own, one is 3 and I have a new born…
My guess is that you had a kid with a woman, broke up, got back together, had another kid, and are now breaking up again. That it? If so, my heart goes out to you bro. I don’t have any kids but I hear all the time how much it can change a man, the bond you develop with them. I don’t know the reasons for your breakup but I suggest moving on from her and just trying to be there for your kids. Get your job/career in order, petition the courts for joint custody, meet someone else etc. This doesn’t have to be the end. You can still be there for your kids, but trying to make an on again/off again relationship work when children are involved is asking for trouble.
No, i met her and she already had a son, then we were together and she left because I made a messed up,
Have you told her how you feel? maybe she can tell you what you need to know after you have shared your fears and concerns.
If you want and need her tell her that, I’m sure your family need you more than you think. You have only shared your perspective, we do not know hers.
I know you don’t know hers, i wish you did, but I’ve done everything I possibly can, I’ve told her my fears…now I’m just sitting at home… haven’t slept j 2 days and I’m still waiting for her…