I normally rummage through this page reading people’s stories. The stories on this site have had a subtle effect on rendering my depressive states managable. I come here when I am about to flip the switch. And when I do, I feel like I’ve found peace with myself. Ughh sometimes I feel like a masochist. Living vicariously through people’s pain. I’m sorry but that’s what keeps me dangling on a soon-to-rapture string fastened to a shitty purposeless existence.
My heart goes out to an SP member named tphg. I come from a Third world country in Afrika that you’d be hard-pressed to locate on the world Map. We might be from very different dispositions but reading your posts made me feel like we’re connected. You have astutely articulated my innermost feelings in words I could never conjure. It’s like you’ve been literally trudging through my mind. May the universe work in your favor Bro . Peace and Blessings.
3 comments
wow, thank you for calling me out like that and saying what you said. I’m stunned because I can’t believe that anyone else feels what I feel. I mean, I think we all feel pretty similar levels of sadness, but man, I get pretty detailed in my posts so it blows my mind that you were able to relate to it. On the one hand, I feel a sense of relief knowing that someone else truly understands what I’m saying when I vent here, but on the other hand, I’m sorry that you’re going through the same sort of shit. Again, thanks a lot for saying all that and wishing me well. It means so much coming from someone walking the same gloomy road as I am. You’ve really made my day. I never thought I could get so many positive vibes from a suicide based website, but I’m really feeling the love 🙂
here’s my email by the way. drop me a line and we’ll chat.
powersgenty@gmail
Thanks for the feedback man, It is an honour. Will message you soon Brother. 🙂