I found myself here while googling suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning.
I’m almost 40 years old. I have always thought of suicide but never brave enough to do it. Some people really don’t belong here on earth and I know I am one of them. As I get older I realise it will happen, just don’t know when. I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to live anymore.
It is winter here and I’m hearing on the news about accidental carbon monoxide deaths, like bringing in a charcoal bbq to keep warm.
I thinkk this is my preferred method. Has anyone had a failed attempt?
Ah crap. After checking my post i see the rules-no methods. I think my post is against the rules. Please don’t delete my account, feel free to delete what is necessary as i do need to hear something positive. Ty.
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This may be against rules but I wanna speak my opinion. What if in this life you’ve completed something whether it’s saying a few wise words to help someone u didn’t actually know needed help or walking someone across the street without knowing if u hadn’t they would’ve died. That was your task because if u weren’t born in this life they wouldn’t have been saved but now that you’ve finished your task it’s time to look back on it and feel acomplished. And maybe now it’s time to move on to the next life and a new task maybe an easier one a harder one or even a sadder one or maybe happier. But either way every task in every life saves another and every life is needed.
I have. A few years ago I had I good friend who was kept in the pych ward for 24 hour monitoring. I went to support him, cheer him up and ate all the sandwiches in the fridge. We laughed and went to a theme park the next day.
I also told him the truth about how I felt. It was something we shared. Although I momentarily cheered him up, I still feel the same. Over time I’ve isolated myself to make it easier. I know he’s still alive, but I’m sure he still goes through these feelings.
Ive been here off an on for 4 years no one has been deleted for a post like this. Ps its my prefered method as well. Idk if it will work im hoping it does.
Well the post that bright me here was 6 years ago, it failed for this person but they did it in a car.
*brought
Fuccccckkkkk thats my plan too. To use my car. Is that not a good plan?
Here is the post
http://suicideproject.org/2009/11/it-all-sucks/
20 fucking hours? For fucks sake. I had a gun and sold it trying to choose life over death. It goes down as one of many dumb decisions ive made. I could’ve (and wanted to) combined methods. I was worried about Phineas gaging myself with that though. Do you think a 2nd grill would work?
I heard that cars now have been made so that it’s safer and less carbon monoxide is emitted. so probably not a good method. I had thought about it too, until I read that. I have my method, after tons of research and study and a lot of money spent, but when I decide, it should be 100%. Don’t do anything that’s going to fail and leave you brain damaged. That would be a lot worse.
What is your method?
Well, I’m not really comfortable with saying, because I didn’t think we could talk about the actual methods. I could get in big trouble. ?
Sorry. I thought it was OK to ask. The rules are a little blurry.
Please don’t get into specific talk about methods, or specific issues with methods or we will remove this post. (Your account is fine, unless you continue to do it…)
I’m sorry if I did something wrong, Admin.
Don’t go with carbon monoxide, i’m pretty sure it can end up badly (and not in a lethal way). When i was younger i had carbon monoxide intoxication (not intentional) due to a bad furnace and lost consciousness for a while (no more than a couple of minutes, was saved by a family member). I’m guessing i got some degree of brain damage from it, because since then i get really specific headaches and my sight was never the same again, so yeah, i wouldn’t recommend risking it and ending up worse.
you can sneak onto the space x launch pad, complete eviceration
U make that sound easy…