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Why should I live?

by YuTasogare
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It’s been hard, very hard, there are times in which I was fine, others in which I was simply “better”, I feel simply weak, like I’ve seen people passing for things so much more complicated than me and yet I keep asking myself. Why to live? What is the meaning of all this? Why keep feeling all this sadness, I can’t fix some things, I can’t fix my life and I can’t talk with anyone about these things, I don’t have family or friends to speak about it, that’s hard, having to act like I’m fine, HAVING to be fine,why do I have to be fine all the time? Why the world can be simply so cruel? I just want some hope, some real reason to be alive, to really want to live. For many years I’ve been better but the last 5 years made me get a lot worse, I just want someone who could listen to me… take me out of this loneliness in which I’ve been for so long…

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9 comments

Darvin 8/22/2015 - 11:37 am

Do you have any dream? Dreams are good enough reason to live. 🙂

YuTasogare 8/22/2015 - 7:59 pm

I do have dreams, I do have good times, but most of the time I’m simply sad and in moments like these I simply need someone who can hear me, stay by my side, I’ve been through so much, but nobody cares about that! They act like it was nothing, to me of course it was! I simply need someone who can accept me, someone like… a friend for all times.

Darvin 8/23/2015 - 1:15 am

You can always talk with us here 🙂

YuTasogare 8/24/2015 - 11:02 pm

But… what to talk about… exactly?

YuTasogare 8/23/2015 - 8:27 pm

Thanks, that may be just what I needed, I’m tired of wearing masks, tired of concealling myself, I want to have a place in which I can be simply me…

FrenchyGirl 8/24/2015 - 11:05 pm

You’re not happy pretending to be someone else, so, what do you lost by being you? It’s not risky, you don’t have the risk to be unhappy, you already are ! So there’s no risks !

We are so many people sad here, with people outside who don’t give a fuck about us, if we could help each other, maybe we can get to have better life?

YuTasogare 8/24/2015 - 11:14 pm

Yeah you may be right. Thanks Frenchy. I’d really like to talk more with you, you are making me feel enough better to just keep trying.

well_kept_secret 8/23/2015 - 9:25 pm

This is literally how I feel

YuTasogare 8/24/2015 - 11:01 pm

Probably a good part of us feel this way. Could you tell me a little more about your situation secret?

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