im meant to be drinking with a friend tonight and we’re meant to be taking Coke.. As bad as it sounds, I keep thinking of how easy it’ll be for me to od on it considering my heart problem and the alcohol intake. I feel that Overdosing is the only way to stop my pain, I don’t want to leave anyone but I can’t deal with the fact that I feel my heart breaking everyday over things that I couldn’t of avoided. Why should I be punished for loving the wrong human?
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Hmm elaborate, what exactly happened that makes you feel like you’re being punished?
I don’t see it as me being punished as such, I just feel that I’ve had a lot of terrible things happen to me in my life and my heart is just breaking under the pressure, I’m running out of fight now.
Coke OD takes time, determination, and money – even with heart problems. Look at Wall Street. All the same, have fun!!!
Are the folks on Wall Street seriously like they were in the movie The Wolf of Wall Street? (That one was hilarious.)
@OP Are you a teenager? Things usually improve after you reach adulthood. At least you can do whatever you want (provided it doesn’t take away anyone’s else’s freedom), and you don’t have to put up with parents or authority figures telling you that you’re too young.