I’ve been close to the edge before, or at least felt it begin to close in on me.. At which point I would try to find some stronghold to pull myself back from. But right now, at this very second, I’m finding it hard to have any reason to stay. There is nothing left for me. There’s too much going on, but at the same time there’s nothing going on. Right now, a way out seems like the only viable option. The only good and reasonable option. The only option, really. I just can’t do it anymore, I simply can’t, and I don’t know if that terrifies me, or eases me.
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Ambivalence is contraindicated for suicide. Maybe. Not sure.
What do you want? If you don’t know the answer to that question, then how did you get to the point where things have become unclear? When was the last time you *really* wanted something? What was it?
If you are emotionally damaged then your brain tries to route around the damage. Your life may mimic this; your behavior, preferences, desires, and favorite twizzler flavor may be manifestations of attempts to route around emotional damage.
I just think it’s a good idea to know your own story. Know how you got to where you are at, before you write The End on the last page.
I second SeeSmith, your post was pretty vague. It’d make a huge difference if you pointed out exactly what was troubling you, then those of us who like to give helpful advice, will know what to suggest.
Generally speaking most of the problems we experience can be solved, only very rare issues can’t. So chances are that whatever is bothering you, could be fixed.