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I’m new to here, so hello… I’ve been feeling down for a while now and alots been going on… I’m sure a lot of you can relate to this poem …

You make me feel so worthless
So depressed and so alone
You make me feel like crying
And cutting deep into the bone

You look at me in solitude
With your evil looking glare
Make me feel so worthless
Like I’m living in despair

I want you to understand
To have some gratitude in there
To feel the emptiness I feel
And the loneliness in the bed we share

Why am I here
What have I done
Will it ever get better from there
Can it ever be undone

For the pain I feel inside
Is torturous and grim
Like looking through a telescope
And seeing the darkened weary emptiness
That’s flowing from within

For you are not my saviour
My knight in shining gold
You look at me with piercing eyes
And make me feel so cold

What have I done to deserve this
And will this ever end
How long will this continue
How long shall I pretend

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freeroma 10/28/2015 - 4:22 pm

Please take down the picture, as there are members here who have self-harmed, some of whom are trying to stop, and this could act as a trigger. I’ll read your poem in a second, but I thought that was important to ask. You can edit the post.

kzn123 10/28/2015 - 4:26 pm

Sorry just taken it off

freeroma 10/28/2015 - 4:32 pm

Thank you very much šŸ™‚
Hello, welcome. Thanks for sharing the poem. The other person in the it sounds like a jerk, in my opinion. The past can’t change, but the future’s not set in stone, and misery doesn’t last forever (or so I believe). I’m sorry you have this pain.

kzn123 10/28/2015 - 4:36 pm

Thank you. Have been reading on here for a while but didn’t have the guts to post. Glad I have, it’s made me feel better as I have no one to talk to about it really. As I realise a lot of people on here don’t either. X

Trix 10/28/2015 - 4:57 pm

I want to second what freeroma said. Thank you for sharing, and I’m glad you managed to post. šŸ™‚ Are you still with this person?

kzn123 10/28/2015 - 5:35 pm

Ye still with this person, but it’s talking about my ex too and other people in my life all collected really. I just lost my nan who brought me up six months ago and it seems to have been a downward spiral since. Haven’t really got anyone supportive and this is how “they” are to me, rubbish isn’t it šŸ™

Trix 10/28/2015 - 5:51 pm

Oh, I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. šŸ™

I hope you find some well-needed support here.

kzn123 10/28/2015 - 6:41 pm

Thank you so much x

kzn123 10/28/2015 - 5:35 pm

Sorry that didn’t make sense, I lost my nana six months ago, she brought me up from 7days old so was my mum really x

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