I went out on a first date tonight. Which means I left my bed for the first time in a week. I’m not wanting a relationship and even though the guy and I are total opposites it was nice to get out of the house and have some fun. That’s a huge step for me. I seriously haven’t put on real clothes in months and rarely leave my house. Thank god for Chinese delivery. I feel weird coming home because while I did have fun all I wanted was to be back home in my bed with the iPad. It’s my safe place and no one messes with me and I’m not forced to have conversations with people and wonder if they like me.
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Congratulations! Fun is the only reason I go on dates. (I can get sex whenever I want from a bunch of broccoli.)
Did you meet this guy online, through friends, or accidentally?
I met him online. He was a great guy. Has a fantastic job, a house, was the picture of a perfect gentleman but I felt nothing for him in any way. I def do not want sex. I think he was upset I wouldn’t kiss him but I felt nothing and was ready to be back in my house. It lasted an hour and that is a LOT for me.
At least you tried. Now on to the next first date!
It might be a little while we will see. I never know how my day will be and mornings are the absolute worst of i can’t get up as soon as I wake up I’m pretty much stuck. Anxiety sucks so bad sometimes.
That’s excellent. Yeah, managing sexual expectations of males on a date is very tiresome. But sounds like you really lucked out with someone civilized.
No, I take that back. No luck involved. You set boundaries and accurately chose someone to go on a date that would respect them. Very, very good. You are growing! You are becoming even more capable.
that is fantastic! The best news I’ve heard today.
Well done!