Such beautiful poetry, can’t stop listening

I think I’m losing you
but I will never regret choosing you
‘Cause I am in love
and for now that will be enough

and the ones around me convinced me that I was the only person
who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope
but now I know even after you begin to let your emotions slow
the reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never gonna let go

Everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive
so gouge out my eyes
’cause if this is reality then I guess I’m not alive
Because I don’t know a life in where I can’t make things right

And when life teaches you to drive
and you finally say goodbye
and you won’t let me stand by your side
I’ll know that though some feelings are hurt
none will have died

‘Cause I used to stay up at night
and picture myself looking in your eyes
Shouting as you would sigh
How dare you think you can fall asleep?
With water dripping from the kitchen sink
How dare you think you can fall asleep
With all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreams?

A picture’s worth a thousand words
of whatever people say to me
It’s hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need
and all you can picture is a memory inside of someone else’s sheets

A prayer that nothing will keep
A hope that light will seep
before the dark sinks too deep
or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will decrease
when the release of perceived dreams burn in the flame of feeling free
So feel free to be free if that’s what you need

And if someday you feel alone
and everything caves in when you try to breathe
Know that you’re not alone
as far as I can see,
’cause you were everything to me

Through this I’ve realized that if I were god
we would’ve all just died
because darling, you were mine
and now I feel so dead inside
and what good am I if all I can create
is a projection of my own mind

A dream of finding time to remind you
that I’m still here, and I’m not fine
And darling if you’re going to leave
just remember who you are
and do what you can to remember me

Maybe someday we can talk about our past
and we can talk about the weather
Whenever you leave I dont care what I’m remembered for
I just want to be rememebered

Because even if I fail you, at least I tried
and maybe our lives dont add up now
But someday our graves will look the same
when we both die

and if I had a chance
I’d give you one last kiss
and I’d bite down on your lip
and I’d try to puncture it

So you’ll never forget that time that you’ll always regret
and darling, I know that sometimes life will take a turn for the worse
and sometimes life will even hurt, and I know some days,
some days you’re afraid of the lessons you’ll have to learn
and some days you’ll even feel burned
and I’ll wanna let you know I wanna love you through them
But I always get what I deserve