That day was one of the best days I’ve had . That’s my step sister on the right . This pictures was taken in 2014. We went out on my granny’s boat in June and it was so sunny and warm and we watch the sunset and ate on the beach. I was so content and full that day . I spent time with my family and it was fun. Most days aren’t like that . That day was great . I had no worries in mind . It was peaceful. I remember even seeing dolphins out that day and I was so excited. I wish I still felt like this every day of my life . I wish I was happy like how I was when I was younger . I know for a fact I was depressed as a young teen too but it wasn’t as bad as it is today . I wish the days were beautiful. I look so alive in this picture . I felt really pretty in this . You should see me now . People tell me I look like I’mon heroine .(everyone in my dental assisting class agreed that I look like I do drugs) I’m pretty sure I’ve gained 35 pound since then . I always look tired and a mess. I was also naive and vulnerable in this . I didn’t know much about my self . I was reckless . But happy .
I really hope you all have one good memory in mind . There has to be a day where you felt full and content too . Let it be eating a whole tub of ice cream and watching a movie , or laying in a field of flowers. It can be anything. I would love it if you all shared too. I love to hear happy moments. It’ll get my mind off things 🙂
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Are you the one with straight hair? Both girls are cute (but you’re underage I’m assuming, so I’m saying this in a purely complimentary way).
Sometimes I feel like I look like I’m on drugs too, not sleeping well does that to a person.
“in a purely complimentary way” -> that cracked me up.
Other than that the happiness oozes from the picture, both look extremely happy (and it’s noticeable that you’re related as well, eyes-nose-eyebrows-smile, al pretty similar). You say you feel pretty there? honestly? you and your stepsister are really attractive. And now excuse me while i go turn myself to the nearest police precinct.
Haha you’re sweet. Thank you. Me and my sis were jumping with happiness that day. I was always jealous of her though. She’s the older one, 21. I wanted to be just like her when I was young haha.
I’m the one with the curly hair on the left . And thank you I appreciate it. And I’m not underage anymore . Im 18. Well I guess that means I’m pretty much still a kid hahaha. My sleeping patterns are always off .. I can’t sleep the past couple of nights . Or I’ll sleep too much. Either way I look dead
Hey I’m a zombie too! Sleep is an elusive bastard, and sometimes I have to layer on a serious amount of foundation in order to remain in public without being quarantined lol. And you’re very beautiful (in a non-creeper way) and I love your hair! Mine is quite similar- super curly but very blonde.
Thank you 🙂
One of my fondest memories was seven years back, when I was 15. I’d walked 8 kilometres home after rugby training, took a power shower and made a smoothie before settling in for the night when I noticed my dog being a little more jittery than usual. She’d just had a few barbs removed from her mouth the day before as she’d gotten into a fight with a hedgehog, so I thought I’d sit down beside her and have a chat. My mood was okay at best, but then I got the bright idea of going off for a drive and taking her along with me. So, I packed some stuff, set up her sheet on the passenger’s side and we both took off for a cruise out to the coast.
For a winter’s night it was really nice and warm, plus the sun stayed out a while longer once we’d reached the beach. I took her for a run along the sand and we climbed a few dunes as well. Sitting beside my best friend looking out to’rds the Tasman Sea and feeling the sea breeze against me was priceless. That was the only time I took her out to that particular beach by myself, but she did get to go again late last year.
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Whenever I park up at that same spot these days… I really have to fight to hold back the flurry of emotions that would overpower me if I let them. I miss her every fuckin’ day, y’know. A few times I’ve considered taking her picture off my dashboard because I honestly feel like I’m going to have a massive breakdown as I’m driving, but obviously I won’t do that. Sitting on those dunes, I like to think she’s right there with me — panting and licking her chops; whilst I give her a good scratch behind her ears.
Thank you for this post. I needed this time to reflect.
Thanks for sharing 🙂 I could visualize that . I had a dog for 16 years and she died and we were devastated . I have a new dog now named captain . I love him
Hang on to good memories for dear life! Depression will try to erase them.
Adorable picture. Always keep the good memories in your heart.
Adorable commenter, too. Hugs, kiddo.
Thank you, SeeSmith. Hugs back (:
Tris is by all means adorable. 😀
Thanks for sharing this with us, Nicole. I wish I could share in return but my memories tend to come and go in fragments… You are pretty 😀
SeeSmith, I’ve missed you brother.. How are you?
Thank you, Trey (:
Thank you !