I can’t stand it when my mom comes home. She is usually home 2-3 days a week. She always has something bad to say to me. Today I mentioned to my parents about a stomach pain that’s been happening for almost a week now. And she told me I’m faking it. Its nothing. Just take some zantac etc. I’ve had stomach problems for the last two months on and off and still haven’t been to the doctors. My dad finally spoke up and said maybe I should go to the doctor. Anyways my mom…honestly sucks. She never has anything nice to say about me. It’s always negative. I try to ignore it. But it always hurts. I’ll end up leaving the living room to take a shower and go to bed early when really I’m just crying myself to sleep. She always has to say something about how I’m not smart, I’m useless when she asks a question I don’t know, how I’m lazy and about my looks. She has even told me that she gave birth to me so I could be her maid….
I tried to tell her about my grades in my psychology class but she said I’m probably failed it and she walked off. When I actually have a 102.5 and its a college course and I’m only in second year of high school…
So that’s been my day.
Nothing good besides my psychology grade and everything has been quite sucky.
Hope everyone else’s day has been better than mine.
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Some people always feel better when hurting others. I know it’s hard but try not to listen. You obviously know what she is saying is wrong. Remember that. And congrats on that grade.
I was raised by the worse possible megalomaniac narcissist imaginable. It destroyed some of me. Your mother sounds like she is cut from the same cloth. I highly encourage you to gain distance from her, both emotionally and physically if possible. Is there an aunt or uncle you can live with? For a family friend? She isn’t going to get any better and the longer she remains in your life, the more you internalize her toxicity.