i’m scared of going to hell. it’s honestly one of the reasons i haven’t killed myself yet. it probably sounds really silly to anyone who doesn’t believe in it…but i’m going to ask that you don’t mock me for this fear…
although sometimes i think i deserve to burn forever. and to be honest, i’m probably going to hell anyway, whether that be in 60 years when i die a natural death or right this very moment.
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Dude, I relate to you 100%. Honestly, I do. It isn’t a silly fear at all, and I just wanted to let you know that I understand.
I must say what sin could it be to kill yourself. I believe in god and ik leaving the loved ones is wrong but I’m stuck on this part to I fear going to hell. Because I don’t want to be with the evil lunitics that we read about, that we see across the web today especially those who played parts as a volunteer to commit executions what are those kinds of people oh yes demons.
This reminds me of ‘damned’ by Palahniuk
I just keep repeating that I can’t be punished all that much, specially not for hurting. Not for looking for a rest. But sometimes it scares me too, I just avoid thinking too much about anything this days.
You are already enduring hell, dear one. The decision is yours to make. I feel for your pain. I’ve been there. I hate that you are hurting so. Whether to believe in a judgmental afterlife, or not, is a great quandary. I wish for you peace and the ability to relax and find some joy in life.
There is no hell. He’ll is a state we live in on earth. In death there is peace, but it might be brief. We reincarnate. You’ll come back and live all over again,believing it’s you’re first, one and only life. That in itself sounds like hell to me. 🙁
That does sound like hell, Disgusting. There is a possibility that we create our own reality. I’m trending toward a peaceful time after death from this life, a place where I can live as a being of light, not confined to a dense body of flesh and bone.
We share the very exact thing..
I thought it would be comforting (?) to learn that others feel the same way… it actually feels more frightening? the possibility of hell’s existence feels realer because there are more people who believe in it…
jasal, i don’t believe in hell. i think that after we die, we just don’t exist. do you remember what life was like before you were born? being dead is like that.
obviously i can’t be sure because i haven’t died before, but i think that in this case, the simplest, most boring explanation is probably the right one.
but everyone’s obviously entitled to their own beliefs, i’m not disagreeing with anyone here.
also, i think even if a lot of people believe in something, it doesn’t mean it’s necessarily true.
but yeah, as above, believe what you will
Ok I know it sounds stupid, but there is this tv show about a medium. And all she keeps repeating is that people that’s dead are all in peace now and that they just want their beloved ones to know everything is ok.
I myself want to believe there’s nothing after death, because it would be the only way to finally rest.
But I was raised in a religious belief and sometimes it permeates me really deep. This last days specifically. But I do keep repeating I really hope not to be punished if I try to kill myself.
One of the hells i fear most is to end up with some terrible health condition if I fail on an attempt, and that I end up being taken care of, loosing freedom and autonomy.
Jasal no one knows if Hell exists, some say hell is what you go trough on earth. I’ve seen some documentaries, whom I believe in, about people that died and came back to life. They always have had talked and seen God.
Even if you acted wrong in this life, you will talk to God.