Is it bad that i am jealous of you? I want to feel empty. 🙁 i want to feel nothing. To not be sad all the time. To be a void sounds refreshing. It would also be nice to be able to be like those shiny happy people that neither get depressed or feel empty.
there was a time where i was sad. to the point where i couldn’t breathe. depression will never be fun and we all have different ways of coping with it and who we are. there is no one way it takes someone under it’s grip.
You don’t want to feel nothing . Feeling nothing is the worse feeling possible . It’s like nothing matters anymore. Nothing brings you joy . Id rather cry everyday and be sad
I’ll disagree. I’ve had days where I’ve been sad and days I’ve felt nothing at all. I would take the days I feel nothing easily. Of course they are both awful but I feel like feeling nothing is less negative and more neutral then being depressed. Feeling nothing makes you not stressed, worried etc. Not feeling joy is a slight trade off and when you are like me always depressed and extremely rarely feel joy then it’s worth it too me
Autopilot for me. Its shit. I feel so much at once, years and years of emotion crammed into one moment and then its lights out, but I’m still awake, drifting through life. Both equally bad in my experience.
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Is it bad that i am jealous of you? I want to feel empty. 🙁 i want to feel nothing. To not be sad all the time. To be a void sounds refreshing. It would also be nice to be able to be like those shiny happy people that neither get depressed or feel empty.
there was a time where i was sad. to the point where i couldn’t breathe. depression will never be fun and we all have different ways of coping with it and who we are. there is no one way it takes someone under it’s grip.
but we are all surviving, as of right now
and maybe it will get better, just as they say
good luck
You don’t want to feel nothing . Feeling nothing is the worse feeling possible . It’s like nothing matters anymore. Nothing brings you joy . Id rather cry everyday and be sad
I’ll disagree. I’ve had days where I’ve been sad and days I’ve felt nothing at all. I would take the days I feel nothing easily. Of course they are both awful but I feel like feeling nothing is less negative and more neutral then being depressed. Feeling nothing makes you not stressed, worried etc. Not feeling joy is a slight trade off and when you are like me always depressed and extremely rarely feel joy then it’s worth it too me
Autopilot for me. Its shit. I feel so much at once, years and years of emotion crammed into one moment and then its lights out, but I’m still awake, drifting through life. Both equally bad in my experience.
I have the emotional equivalency of an unplugged toaster