Im 22 years .Ive been with a girl for 3 years i gave her my all. I fucked up talked to someone . I never cheated just talked. She left me a month ago. she left school and left me with all the and the 2 cats. Today i lost my job. So i cant pay rent. Im behind 2 months on cable and dte. I cant do it anymore Im not strong enough anymore. Im miserable. I tried to OD on tylenol. That didnt work. Im depressed. Ive never n so I my life. Ive slit my wrist, is my first time it it helped ALOT. I feel So weak. Ive eaten pancakes 2 mcchickens and a burger this week. I cant sleep. Ive cried so much hard that tears won’t come anymore. I lost my son in 2014. My little baby died in his mothers stomach. I miss feeling him kick and move. I cant fix this. i want to die, i need to die. Someone please give me a easy painless way to do it.
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Some strong sleeping pills + closet hanging.
How do i closet hang? I cant get ahold of string sleeping pills
I am not supposed to give you the complete method here, I already crossed the line with name of the method.
BMathis –Venting more about your misery might help. Your suffering and anguish is understood by many of us here.
As examples, low suspension or short-drop was used by Robin Williams and L’Wren Scott.
From what I understand about the SP rules is that a suicide method can be named, but not described in detail. Dunno for sure. I’m fairly new here.
Here are some of the rules on the SP ‘about’ page:
“This is not a place to share suicide methods.”
“What this is is a safe place to share your story with others. Not to make desperate, last minute pleas. . .”
I’m sorry for your pain amd lost. I have my.own.challenges, but I haven’t given up so easily and tou shouldn’t, either.
Your girlfriend left you after THREE years, simply because you talked to someone else? How involved was that talk?!
And is your gf very insecure, jealous and untrusting? Solid trust should be established from the start, my friend. You should never build on anything else but solid trust from the get-go.
Hang in there amd keep up the good fight, you’ll make it out of this. And give your gf time, build trust again; three years is a long time to just throw away.
Best wishes.
Dte? Are you in around Detroit or Southeast Michigan? The ninja trolls that are the Sp Moderators will tell you cant talk about methods. That said ive tried hanging multiple times and didnt die. I combined it with 2 bottles of otc sleeping pills and i survived. Death is hard to achieve.
Would you share your hanging and od experience with me? In private ofc, here it isn’t allowed.
Idk how to contact you.
Bmathis we support you bro. All the love in the world anyone can contact me supermanjustice87 at g m ail
Was thinking rhe same are you by Detroit
I am so sorry this happened. Are you seeing a professional. I can tell you there isn’t any loss comparable to losing a child. I myself miscarried before my last child and it is devastating. Are you seeing a professional? All this grief needs an outlet, and possibly some medicine to temporarily stabilize you. Keep talking here, many have stood in your shoes. Talking helps.