Well I’m planning to end my life in the next day or so because I just can’t take it any more. I’m not really sure why I’m even posting this but I feel someone should know how I feel at least. Things have been terrible for me since my mother’s death last March.
I’m 28 but because of severe anxiety and other issues have never had a job and thus have no money of my own so I’m stuck living with my father who I hat for many reasons and have hated for about 20 years. Not the least of these reasons is that he cheated on my mother who I was very close to and they were recently divorced when she died
I’ve already tried three times to kill myself and told my father how hopeless I feel about things and his only response is that he would prefer that I not kill myself but if that’s what I want I should do it.
I personally consider myself a writer and have started several books and have ideas for other that I feel could possibly one day be published but I just can’t keep living so alone with no one who cares