I’ve been trying to find myself for a long time that I completely lost me. I don’t even know what’s my purpose here. I don’t even know if i’m worth living every single shitty day. I’ve been so tired of life, I have given up to my own self. I guess life wasn’t really meant for me. And now i feel so sorry for everyone who would like to trade my life with theirs bc not everyone were safe from death. I am really trying my best to live, even if my mind stops thinking, even if my heart almost stops beating, even if…i had no reason left to live
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It’s not that your post doesn’t call people’s attention, it’s just that to comment in this kind of posts is almost imposible for me sometimes. I’ve nothing to offer that won’t sound wrong,
All I can say is that I belive in time, that it brings answers or that I am hopping it does bc the more I try to do something the less I get done. But I think this is not what you need to hear now… So, all I can say is, I ‘ve read what you wrote… thanks for sharing. Don’t push yourself so hard. And I hope you may feel better sooner than later…sorry
I’m sorry you are feeling this way. And even though everyday may feel shitty, it is still worth it to be around for the chance for that to one day change. I’ve been through those periods before and am currently in an exhaustively long one now, but I know at some point things will start to improve and that’s when will look back with relief that am still here to see it. I hope something comes into your life that helps to start change things for the better.
thanks for the kind thought
it makes me feel a whole lot better knowing that someone actually cares. thank you