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by Drowning
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so last night I was having a conversation with my mum and one thing lead the the other and I basically said I wanted to die I explained how I feel like iv lived enough already and I can’t take no more I haven’t planned on killing my self yet but now I feel worst because she worrying about me I told her not to worry about me and she started crying saying what would become of her she knows I’m in pain but still wants me to tough it out but I’m not as strong as she thinks I am I’m passed breaking point I should have killed my self last year but didn’t iv really just prolonged my pain and suffering

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8 comments

sportsnut 3/7/2016 - 7:24 am

I’m standing with you my friend

Drowning 3/7/2016 - 7:29 am

Thanks man not to sure what to do

sportsnut 3/7/2016 - 7:33 am

just keep coming here.. you were right to share feelings.. wish I could..

Drowning 3/7/2016 - 7:42 am

I will sport but just feel like my time is running out why cant u share what’s going on for u ? Don’t u feel comfortable to share we r all in the same boat is how I see it

PhantomCitizen43 3/7/2016 - 7:32 am

Im sorry to hear that your existence is so difficult that you want to die. But I have been there myself so I can understand. I can fully understand. But > well when you tell a loved one that you dont want to live anymore… the natural reaction is for them to be upset about it, worry about you, and maybe try to get you some help. Its just the way it goes.
That is why I come to this forum when I need to vent and to talk about these issues… because if I mention to anybody in my real life about these issues they will send the powers that be to come get me and hospitalize me for depression and i don’t want to do there again. I have been through that bullshit routine a number of times and it sucks. lol
Well I hope that things get better for you one way or the other and I wish you well with everything. I hope you find peace.

Drowning 3/7/2016 - 7:41 am

Thanks phantom yeah hopefully I find peace soon one way or the other just don’t want my mum to worry there is only so much a person can take

4beyondhelp 3/7/2016 - 4:32 pm

Drowning I’m glad you talked with someone about this, I know you don’t want her to worry but that’s what people do when they care about you. I’m glad you have someone who will listen and care, and I hope that’s helping you to hold on.
I hope talking to her and to us here will help you feel better

Drowning 3/7/2016 - 5:52 pm

Thanks for the reply talking on here helps a lot but I don’t like talking to my mum about how I feel cause she will worry I no she care but I’m kind of done with life sad to say

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