Its seems everyone is having a bad time right now, I now I am, nutty is out (I really hope not for long…) I and everyone else is worried for him, I feel so low right now and yet taking my life just doesn’t seem like the thing to do.
So I will endure for nut and everyone else and for myself (not sure why¿) …but I really dont know what else to do anymore…
How is everyone by the way, I can probably assume not very well but I do want to hear from you.
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Me? It may be the case that with each day I reach a new summit of never having been worse in the sense of being closer to killing myself than ever. I feel like that should be worrying, I think I should be troubled by it, I incant rhetoric of relief at myself over and over.
Somehow, none of it means anything.
Through it all, THAT is what has been so…not overwhelming…overrunning, maybe.
Do you mean to say that the meaninglessness of it all is overrunning? Other wise good words though