Sometimes I just want to yell at everyone about all the things that they’re doing wrong. I want to throw tables and punch everyone.
But I also want to ignore everyone and just not care.
I want to tell my feelings to someone because hopefully they’ll understand.
But i know that once I tell someone my feelings i’ll just beat myself over it because no one ever does understand what I’m going through. I don’t even understand it.
Even on this website there are people who criticize me. I’m not trying to be a downer, but when I come to this website I’m just looking for an escape. It doesn’t help when some people on here act just like everyone else I meet.
I want to lose myself in other worlds.
When I think about different universes or places that I could have been, then an unbelievable sadness overwhelms me.
I guess one part of me wants to just get put into a never ending sleep while the other part of me wants to go on a violent rampage and never stop.
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“We read to know that we arnt alone”
I read to escape my reality for a while. If I could I would delve into worlds without a second thought of leaving this one.
I just wish I could jump into books the way I can jump into sadness
I’m here for an escape too.
I don’t have any energy left to rampage, but the part about “never-ending sleep” sounds pretty sweet.
So does the part about losing myself in other worlds.
Assuming, of course, that the other worlds are better than this one.
Because really, who knows.
Sometimes people here, like many other places, are struggling. There may be times when you receive negativity. It might not be personal, however. When things are dark, it might be hard for someone to be compassionate. I’m not saying that it’s right… It might just be human nature.